pay no mind to the demons; they fill you w/fear

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Just got another message from H he loves his text messages I'll say that.

You are going to have to put $350 into the mortgage acct for tomorrow. I will cover the next payment for Sept 20th but I have rent to pay on Oct 1 so you will have to pay Oct 4 mortgage payment unless you figure out what you're doing with your co-signer.

I was in a meeting didn't respond

next message from H
Hey I also wanted to thank you for giving me the heads up that you cancelled my BCAA (I think it's called something else in the US) I just recently found out when I had to call them

Me
I got my renewal notice and renewed it

H
That's funny cause when I talked to them they asked me to pay for renewal on Sept 3 until they figured out that it had been requested that I be removed immediately from the acct

Me
I renewed and asked them to remove your name from the acct so I could afford to upgrade S18 They asked me if I wanted to update the acct immedately and I said sure

H
Doesn't matter but a heads up would have been nice

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he has the nerve to get mad at me because I updated MY BCAA acct?? Which was due because I had the notice in hand. Why is it my fault you keep needing their services????

OH and I don't know what to do about the money for the mortgage yet......my supplemental income is not approved yet. I'm not sleeping well. I'm eating even less. I work all the time and take of my kids the rest of the time. Why is he being so awful?? I'm trying to do my own thing here. I'm trying not to bother anyone and I'm getting crapped on from my family, H, friends. I'm so, so tired.