I would like to have a face-to-face, honest and unguarded conversation with her about our M. I realize this is a lot to ask. I would settle for face-to-face and honest.
Lefty, I feel your pain. But the thoughts above are all about what you want. Are you taking into account that it's not what she wants, at least not right now. The more pressure she feels from you to do something she doesn't want to do, the more she will close her heart and mind to you.
Step back, let it be. Until she's ready to change, you can't change her mind. ((( )))
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss