Hi littlegto,

I asked him multiple times if he had someone else because of the fact that he is gone , no intimacy etc.... I asked him and he kept saying no that there is no one else in the picture over and over again. I will take your advice and not have intense reactions because that's exactly what I did before I read the book. I have to admit, I am scared that there is someone else but will continue to read the forum and write. This is helping me a lot.

I went to a wedding this weekend, I thought it was going to be really hard with me crying and everything. I was not going to go but my girlfriends encouraged me to go with them. It made me think back on our wedding and how beautiful it was. How can they walk away from it all?


Me 37
H 37
D9
D6
M9/ T12
ILYBINILWY 05/2013
Asked to S 06/13
Said he wants to S for sure 08/13
Said that he's looking for a place (Sept 17/13)
No ring on his finger (Sept 19/13)