See this is the part that you didn't understand. Your W is going through things and sometime she needs to have some kind of normalcy to hold onto through her confusion. In some cases, the guilt is so overwhelming that they really do block out anything good in their lives.
FWIW, that's why I thought kicking her out of church was a bad thing. The fact that she wanted to still go, showed that she was still looking for some kind of direction. The more you eliminate normal ties to you, she will drift even further away and look more towards OM because HE will become a rock for her rather than God or you.
Just my 2 cents.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
