Wow...looks like a new lease on the outlook here! Glad to see your move to living for you in the now...and yet know, that there will still be some cycles of emotion(now and then)....they only serve to remind us that that bond was real, was significant, and that we really did/and do love as much as we thought....and who knows what the next day will bring....each day gets better and better, brighter and brighter....God has not forgotten about you or your prayers! Keep the path open (if you choose) to anything that might make your heart happier because of it! There are plenty of examples where someone reconnects a few more years than they where hoping, but the good news is, they reconnected for the right reasons! That one story I was telling you about took that woman 7 years to get her husband back to a place where they were once again a family....and they are still going stronger than ever some 11 plus years later! Keep up the good work....you deserve the best you you want to become!
M 52 W 40 D 15 (step) S 12 (step) Married 7, together almost 8 Separated 1 year before bomb from her "I love you, I'm just..." BD final 8/22/12
