Hi Chris, Im sorry to hear about your sitch. My ending was not as abrupt, but feels like it was easy to be cut out of his life. This is soooooo hard and I just wanted to say you are not alone. I feel ya. Sometimes it is hard to imagine what the other person is going through. My counselor told me that even thought it seems like they don't care, there is NO way they are not in some form of pain as well. But they are different people and deal with things in different ways. Take care of you. Be gentle with yourself. That is what I am trying to do. Sending you prayers right now.