I wish someone would send me a clear idea of what to do. My head is spinning with thoughts.
I alternatively feel, hurt, abandonded, rejected and so so sad. Along with MAD, MAD,MAD at him,her and everyone else in between.
he is planning to call at the house tonight. I am planning to be out. A am so angry at all the lies and BS he has been feeding me. If I get started so much will just spew out and I may well say lots of things I may later regret (although I may not). But I need to be calm to do that. And I am anything but calm right now - anxiety abounds!!
