I'm so distraught. It is hard to let go. I've been at the letting go stage like this 4 times!!! ANd every time I cry, cry, then start to go on and h comes back in the picture. I don't know if this time around if he's for real or not. I cry now in an attempt to purge him from my system but dread that he will come back and I'll be doing this all over again.
How can a person keep doing this and LIVE? I'm like you I can't see myself with someone else. My h is what I wanted.
Yet Flying Free has a point...if h came home right now I'd be living the way I detested the past 7 years. He has not changed.
This may just be a test to check my sincerity. I called for him to give me back my stuff I left in his apartment and he has not removed the items. He may have thrown them in the trash, maybe wants to give them to me in person or is looking to have me come over to his place. (I'm going to refuse to go to his place at all!!! And he best not come to my work, I dont' want to see him there!!!) I'm just going to go with him throwing my stuff away.
It's funny but just on Monday I saw our couple photo from his Christmas party on his dresser. He actually had in mind to divorce me yet keeps our photo on display. What kind of game is he playing?
I'm so darned upset by all this...I can't see how I can stomach anymore.
