I see a man that his w will never leave and it makes me smile, knowing that it's just a matter of time before you will be moving over to "Piecing" with rh.
That's nice that you said that NLT, but I honestly don't know if I'll still be there when W finally does decide to re-commit.
I’m getting pretty tired of this roommate arrangement. Ws been going out with GF, co-workers or my Lil Sis, almost every day lately. Seems happy, not showing signs of depression. Maybe it’s all just a temporary diversion.
Maybe she does have an OM, or wants one, IDK.
She comes home from work and does her share of the chores, sometimes tells me about her times out. Plays on FB all night, sometimes while smirking. Almost never asks about me, or what I’m doing. Seems to encourage me to go out more. (alleviate her guilt? Wants me to find a new partner?) I do what I want. Sometimes go out, sometimes stay home and do stuff I enjoy. I’m quite happy with my choices.
She plans activities with friends, not with me. I plan mine without her. Why are we married again?
I wanna tell her to move out and find that new life she’s so sure she missed out on. Get it all out of your system, already.
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Her Dad has been begging us all year to join him at his out of state property some weekend. This weekend there’s a tractor show up there that he’d like us (or even just me) to attend with him. I would enjoy this, and was planning to join him on my own. Now W wants in too. It’s a 3 ½ hour ride each way, and we would spend one night there. I imagine there will be uncomfortable periods together.
I want to tell her what time it is, and that I don’t intend to stay on the roommate plan much longer. I have a W I can hardly touch, who only looks forward to her time out with friends. It's quite disrespectful... and very odd considering what a fun and sexy guy I am! If she could give me some sign that there’s a chance of her having a change of heart about us, I could better deal with the continued limbo/standing.
So, since we likely will be doing this trip together, how do I approach it? How do I constructively inform her my patience is running thin? Keep in mind that I often feel like going off on her!
Thanks, all.
M: A really long time. Crisis: 5 years. She's still worth it.
Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl
