the stress- yeah i keep walking and trying to keep busy and occupied - school will start and i'll go try and conquer my "technique" with that- still not prevailing (what little animals alot of kids are - one has to wonder)
but they're people too (i'm pretty sure) and i'm thinking there's got to be something in there to reach - and get them to see me as a person as well as their selves.
my current theory- get them to see me as a person - not just "a substitute" - ta da
anyway- need to blow over to sisters - back later.
my life is the land of teh ANGRY RELATIVE here- took a sleeping pill and headed to bed last nite with angry resolution to sister who called and woke me up to just leave her & other sisters (3) to figure it out about mom
i'm done with accepting the spew from mom, sis, bil- you name it.
anyone feeling sooooo angry with me in life can just write it down or tell each otehr.
the complaint department is closed - forever......
falling down 156- getting up 157 (resolution queen of the land)
