I miss my best friend and the man I thought he was. Every day. But I don't know this person except his association with the horrible way he acted.
yeah- isn't it stinky? people just "don't get" that once they do it- say it- it's out there forever.
the call on your phone- i'm thinking he had a weak moment and just wanted to talk to the person that was soooo important in his life - like old times - for just that moment. a need - they quickly put aside - don't want to acknowledge, make up another reason for- maybe even get mad at you for - etc.
wouldja ever think a person could read so much into a stinking phone number on a box???
my h never leaves a message usually- idk why. he lives in mortal fear of sending the message accidentally that he will be "admitting" he wants to hear my voice - because he thinks it's him saying he'll get rid of ow - somehow. he's a screwed up dude - gets tiring - doesn't it? trying to second guess these guys who were soooo nice & Normal and now are soooooooo squirlie
just my dopey little "take" here-
hope your day is good = i agree , he'll call back if he's got something to say . tho, if it was the moment of weakness - he'll not admit it to you or himeslef - i'm thinking...
