i'm thinking you're back home and on the mend as we speak. my memory for details is shot to heck (exact times, etc.) - sorry man...
how did it go- the leave-taking?
your brain fog is most definitely your own self letting you "off the hook" - i always want to fall asleep waiting for the dentist (i hate the dentist) - it's saving ourselves i think.
you're on my mind- i'm busy sending over some good vibes for your brain fog & eye op. thank good ness for your nice mil - thanks for thinking of me. it's awful seeing your mom become (and want to become) your kid. i don't even have kids- i surely do not want to be solely responsible for this scrappy & critical woman. when she's nice- it's sooooo wierd and feels soooooo contrived - it's hard now to believe it.
i guess that's the payback for being too hard on people- when you're finally nice- they have trouble believing it. mind you- it doesn't peep out that often- too little too late mostly i'd think...
it's amazing what can be accomplish3d these days with medical profession. i always have to admit (tho i pretty much do not like doctors - along with everyone else that "push people around" (cops come to mind) - that they do serve a purpose and accomplish a job the rest of us cannot do - and need - alot.. no wonder they consider themselves "GODS" - they kind of are- miracles upon demand sometimes - oh well...
i always wonder how people lived 150 years ago- not so very long- when there were no options pretty much for many many things- i like "the idea" of the olden days and family values, etc.
BUT- I HAVE TO be realistic and always think how sunk i'd be living on the prairie without allll my eyeglasses (which i've come to need last ten or so yrs) and so on- (not to mention growing my own food !!! cripes... and making my own soap !! and alllll that junk. we'd starve if it depended on my crops - no kidding. and shooting food- i couldn't hit a barn- it's a pitiful thing when i stop and think about "olden days".
sewing must have been a b!tch for those women- i can see their husbands and families going around with clothing on they made with giant icky stitches hanging out- and things they couldn't see to remedy- looking like holy he!! (i'm a sewer) - sometimes i can't even see to do a hem on dark fabric-
well, can when i find the right magnifying glass or glasses-
anyway- sooooo many things in life and our eyes are the window to the world - so yay for modern technology
okay- i'm outta here- as usual - determined to accomplish something useful today- maybe i can get the house tidied up- and you guys can just come here if you want. i've been off the cooking and entertaining thing for a few years (what- hard to entertain in the misery mode???) but probably can figure out something acceptible to eat. oh yeah- and definitely have to overlook the messy garden, etc. - i don't even pretend to have a handle on things here-
but since our goal is just to meet up and have a laugh- i'm thinking you guys won't be concentrating on my housekeeping skills...
anyway- best of luck and hopefully all is over and well as you read this-
