"Once W decides then that's that. She never compromises."
Stop mindreading your W. Originally she said that she was going to be your W right? But now she doesn't. So she does compromise and she does change her decisions. Stop telling yourself she doesn't.
"I just feel the need to do something about our M and not just focusing on myself. I just don't know what to do."
You need to STOP feeling like you need to do something about your M and START focusing on yourself.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.