Well nearly a week since my last post, update time This week has gone well and i am feeling a lot better about the situation, trying to get to grips with the patience i need to see this through. I have tried to focus in the things i want to do and the things i should be doing and as long as i am doing them i will be fine whatever the outcome. I have my half marathon this weekend which i am more than prepared for, this last six months has no doubt been awful but its great i have got myself back fit and enjoying my running more than ever, i would never have thought i would be able to run 13 miles! on my last big preperation run last weekend i seemed to really be in the 'zone' and i had a smile on my face the whole way round (12 miles without stopping once). Its funny i have tried to relate my half marathon to my situation - its a marathon not a sprint, there has been times i have wanted to skip a training session and times i have wanted to cut corners all similar to what i have done with my R. I have used this to give myself some perspective and if i can do one i can do the other.
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Me: 39 W: 33 Son:7 Daughter:4 Its Over: March 7th 2013 Moved back home Mid June, trying to make it work