My revisions to the document were 4 notes, STBX wrote back 4 pages -- it really hurt me yet again.

Also went to dentist with my girls and got a lecture about D5 using the pacifier at night. Does the dentist think I want her to use a pacifier at night?? Of course not. I really hate getting a talking to from people who are so quick to judge and think its oh so easy to be a mom (not just a single mom) but any mom and deal with your children non stop.

It also hurts so so bad when I feel like someone "the dentist" is saying I am a bad mom cause it just affirms what I already think, that because my H left us I am a bad mom.

Anyway thank goodness I planned on going to a meeting tonight because the dentist almost sent me over the edge. So lucky to be able to write about it here. And go to a meeting and breathe in some sense.


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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13