Ok! So the shuttle launched again tonight! Haha 2 problems though. I was breathing really hard and out of breath. And because of that I started to compare myself to OM. Weird I know, but I was self conscience of how hard I was breathing and I could tell it was effecting W. so of course I started wondering. I mean even during sex she said I need to quit smoking. We both smoke. This is it. I felt like why would W want to have sex with man he is breathing so hard that he is almost out of breath. So that's it. As of tonight I am quitting smoking! If I don't have a cigarette between now and Friday night than the reward will be sex! I'm using the fact that I want a better sex life with wife I motivate me to quit once and for all. My 4 year old is starting to notice as well. It's time! Any tips from former smokers out there?
M 37 W 30 S 7 Together 10 years Married 9 years BD: 12/12/12(W filed same day) I moved to apartment 1/11/13 W and S moved to MIL 1/11/13 Peicing: 6/3/13 Reconciled: 7/2013 BD2: 4/20/16 still working on it
