I checked my e-mail today and he has not replied to my e-mail regarding the counselor. He has not called either. He is coming back in two days. I am scared as to what he will say since he said that he wanted to talk when he got back. I feel that if he talked t me in front of the counsellor, I would be able to handle the conversation. I don't want to have a panic attack but I feel every time that there is a conversation between us it brings me down more and more. I really don't know how I am going to handle it....
Me 37 H 37 D9 D6 M9/ T12 ILYBINILWY 05/2013 Asked to S 06/13 Said he wants to S for sure 08/13 Said that he's looking for a place (Sept 17/13) No ring on his finger (Sept 19/13)
