My sweet friend, I will be praying that all goes well for you with your surgery. Please take care of yourself. Rest, eat, relax.
You and I have discussed why I think you are feeling as you do. I think your mind is on overload. So, it has kind of shut down your emotions. I think you are so anxious about everything, you are putting some things in place to be able to handle it all.
Please try to rest tonight. Tomorrow remember that I will be whispering in your ear. LOL! Really, leave him to walk this part of his journey.
I think it will be somewhat of a relief for you. Living with crazy wears on you. I am so happy that you have fun things planned. You deserve every bit of it.
I know, though, that it is so very hard to know that he is going there to see her. I truly think that this is going to be a rude awakening for him.
