Bug, It's so important that you keep digging deeper at this time. This is new territory for the both of you. A territory that will no doubt push everything about you.
The one thing I learned in the last 4 months is that I should have just kept on my own path and let my x figure out hers. Getting too close too soon freaked us both out. Time will tell if we get another chance. Live and learn.
Keep on keeping on. It has lead you this far.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.