You know from the meeting Monday that I wanted very badly to convey to you that I was wrong to file the divorce. The point of the meeting was to say I was going to take responsibility for my wrong by making it right. In order to make it right I would need to stop the divorce. Tim said that the meeting Monday was important....that I'd be taking a stand for the marriage. I'm sorry you thought there was still a meeting with the judge and that you missed work because you didn't understand that by not wanting the marriage I would stop it. We did give you time to ask questions during the session and we assumed that you knew what I intended. I'm sorry that my attempt to do right was not what you expected. Like it was said in the session, it is your decision now...I've made mine. I ask that you not reject the boys and I...we love you and we need a father and husband for this family. We want you. We love you.
Ok, I'm writing when I feel depressed. So whack away but give advice as I will call him tomorrow afternoon.
