Wife said she was done! House sold, Moving forward

[Maritimer]

PM - I did start a hand written journal, it is also helping me brush up on my handwriting skills, something I never had to do in a while.

Time is a blessing and a curse right now. I need to be more patient as it seems my sitch has been going on for so long. I wish a psychic can tell me how this will turn out. Need to expand my social network. I boycotted FB as it just makes me feel worse.


AS - Im doing too much mind reading, and really if she is content with her new life why cant I be happy for her? I have to figure out this selfish act to become a better person & for me to heal.

I was in IC and was told that I have the tools and understanding for me to move forward successfully. At that time I was feeling better than I am now.. For some reason time has made me feel worse at the current moment.

One thing I am scared of would be getting on any SSRI's as I read too many horror stories about them & believe once my wife started with them she fell out of love with me. Its been raining all weekend so I never exercised in a few days and found that made me feel better.

I will read up on situational depression and look into what I can do about it. You have a strong successful personal case regarding you taking A/D and I really respect your opinions so I will look into this if I see it getting worse.

Thanks for all the help everyone!