Before we go anywhere please explain "felt like ending my temporary problem permanently"
While crying in the car by myself feeling lonely, negative thoughts about W being with another guy, it just snowballed into what my options would be.
Then I thought of my wonderful boys and how blessed I am to have them in my life. I met a wonderful lady 11 years ago so I should be able to do that again. I have a fear of being alone.
H 37 WAW 32 S 4 (Autistic) S 2 Together 11 years Married 6 Bombshell Dec 1 2012 House sold, flying solo June 1 2013.
