Dawn, you sound good on your thread, too. Warrior-like and that is great!
NLT, I will definitely catch up with you when I have a spare moment. All that drama. I am not surprised you were wired. Just think if your H would have gotten arrested for her murder. No doubt he would have said it was your fault. Don't they always?
And Linda, my girl, your body is telling you to give it a break. There is no need to ever apologize for how you feel. Sometimes the act of complaining is therapeutic of itself. You know I am wishing you the best - always. And a spa day with the girls sounds just wonderful.
So, here is some strange news: I was away for most of the weekend. Got home late last night, fell right into bed. This morning, I checked the phone and it looks like xSO actually called. There was no message and it looks like he called on Sunday only once. Do you think he might have misdialled?
I was stunned. Seriously stunned. Not even a lottery ticket this time. And I have such mixed feelings about it (although I am not ruling out misdialling). What on earth do we have to talk about anymore? Do they call to tell us how wonderful their lives are now? Heavens, I sure hope he doesn't have some weird hang up that he owes me pregnancy/marriage/cohabitating news in person! I am perfectly OK guessing.
I miss my best friend and the man I thought he was. Every day. But I don't know this person except his association with the horrible way he acted.
In any case, if he wants to talk to me, he will phone again. Or text. Is it stupid that I would prefer text for now? Bad news in bite sized chunks? I can handle any of the news, I just would really rather not have to hear it.
