Bklyn

[BklynMom]

Last Wednesday STBX emailed me - "lets exchange final tweaks on the divorce and get this finalized the fastest way possible"

I emailed back the next day with my notes.

Nothing back yet from STBX.

I know let the sleeping bear lie. But why do I always get a little tinge of excitement, why am I still looking for signs.

Life is fine without him and we are moving forward. Why do I give a crap at all what his delay is?

I also know from expereince that every time he delays and I get a glimmer of hope he emerges with a bang and its not fun.

Also Sunday was our oldest turned 5! It was a great day. STBX had celebrated with her and his family last weekend so I wasnt expecting much from him but he didn't call that day until bedtime. Not even a special happy birthday call in the morning.

He is so detached from all emtions