pay no mind to the demons; they fill you w/fear

[Whiterose]

Thank you Linda.
My dad called my sister to tell her. It would seem I didn't handle it as well as they'd have liked. I was supposed to be "sure, no worries". My husband left me less than five months ago and now my parents who said they would sign are not signing and I have to tell my boys all their dreams are gone.....I'm so sorry I was angry and upset.

H is out for whatever he can get, or the cash of course, he just seems to stew in his anger constantly. Between his anger and my family, and some friends, thinking I should be so happy about all of this (or grateful) I'm kinda done with them all. I'm trying to see glass half full but since BD it seems there's always more stuff I need to do, process, feel.

Yes, you understood correctly Linda. He's been having this conversation with S18 for a while. S14 is still quiet. He's been sleeping in my bed a few nights a week for the last few weeks. I'm not sure how I'm going to tell them we can't stay here. I'll probably have to move far enough out S14 will have to change schools and both of them will move further away from friends. I'm dreading the conversation. It gives me attacks just thinking about it