It's tough Maritimer.

My W has OM for sure. The 2nd OM. I think my M is gone for good. I rarely hear from her and she looks really good too.

I'd like to take the kids on bike rides but can't by myself. Swimming is the same. There are times when I get some help from friends and family but otherwise I just have to stick to things we can do together.

I did S3's party on Saturday without W. It was hard, he is autistic too.

Unless she has some extra hold over the kids about doing things then just take them to see Planes.

It will get better with time. You won't always feel this way. I felt really bad in January and then April. It took me over a year to get where I am.
Now I'm pretty good. Looking forward to life.

You will too.


M36 W31
S4 S2
T5 M4
BD Jan12 S July12
Recon Sep12-Nov12
ILBINILWY Jan13
OM x 2 in 2013
W wants R July 13
I start D. Jan 14.
Meet GF Nov 13
Have I changed enough? Jul 14

The World is still My Oyster!