Blindsided Part 2

[chl0901]

I'm still here but not much to update. Things are the same as they have been the past month or so - H is being really great and I am still doing my 180s and GALs and we have been getting along really well. Our beach weekend is in 2 weeks and our cruise is in 4 weeks, so we are both really looking forward to those! It's really hard for me to not let my guard down when things are going well, but I do still have thoughts in the back of my mind that this could all end any day and that really scares me, but I am enjoying this nice time while I have it!