Me- LBS or WAS?

[littleGTO]

ruby, I soooo agree that I would love to have a R with a DBing guy here (if H and I don't end up together) 'cause these guys have done the work needed for a healthy and meaningful future R!!

Tori, thank you so much for your continued support. You may be right that H is testing the waters with wanting to spend more time as a family. But, I do not feel like I want to confuse the boys, nor do I want to give H the impression that we can be the family we once were w/o the M.

Am trying to be open to H but still be true to myself. Sometimes these are conflicting for me.

Second week of new job ahead--need to keep my focus on that and on helping my boys transition into the new school year. Hard to do this w/o my mind wandering.

Honestly, feeling sad about the possibility cute guy & I may not interact/see each other. Just have to put my emotions out here, as it is part of my journey.