I'm new to the forums and facing a crisis. My H and I have been separated for 4 months. I'm generally doing okay with GAL and doing my best to move on with life without him. I had the kids all last week through this weekend, and we've had a great time together, but I just dropped them off at his place. He is introducing them to the OW today (with my grudging permission, and theirs--he's been in a relationship with her for almost a year now, although I only found out 7 months ago). Even though none of these feelings are new to me, and I know they will pass, right now my heart is just breaking. I'm sitting alone in my house, weeping over the loss . . . not just of the kids (who will be back in a day or two, of course) but of him. It just feels so final, even though neither of us has filed for D and I've told him I don't want one. When will this stop hurting? Is him introducing the OW to our kids some kind of Terrible Sign that I should stop hoping?
Me 47, H 39 D 13, S 11 M: 17 years T: 19 years H's PA began: Oct 2012 Bomb: 02/13 Moved to MP: May 2013