When they are in crisis, they are not thinking clearly. They need a fix for what is broken and sometimes they will do anything to get it.
No one knows what the future holds, sweetie. I do know this. You are a strong woman. You will get through this. I promise you that.
So, it is ok to feel what you feel for right now. When you are ready, you will need to gather your strength. So rest, eat, exercise and pray if you are so inclined.
Come here and write your thoughts and feelings out.
Remember that you are in control of you. You get to decide how you are going to live your life, AA.
