J If you want to make a little money on the side write a book... I would subscribe... I love your sarcasm an ability to step back and see your situation as it is. Your husband deserves nothing... But you are who you are and I hope regardless of where you get off this train you will keep that loving and giving spirit who makes you the special person you are.
Positive energy your way as well
I would rather feel pain then never feel at all... Separated 3/2012 T 34 yrs M 27 yrs