Is there's anything left of everything we had...

[Not Quitting]

Thanks for yet another kick in the pants TTD180. Yes I did comment on Kelela's post about things to do when I can't sleep. Another case of not being able to take my own advice.

Having another bad day today. S13 is out playing with his friends and I'm sitting indoors feeling sorry for myself. I'm missing H today for some reason. Don't know why because I was feeling great when I got up. Maybe its because there was one activity we have been doing as a family on this long weekend every year since we moved to Canada, and this year it didn't happen. Maybe its because I've had to listen to my dad moaning and complaining about one thing or another again.

Maybe I just need another kick in the pants and a reminder that I'm by no means alone in this.

I'm going to go for a quick walk around the block, get some fresh air and hopefully come back feeling better.