Blowing in the wind....

[RosaLinda]

thanks for checking in NLT and Nero, my surgery and desertion are both scheduled for Wednesday. I'm okay really, thanks. I keep getting these fleeting spells of despair, but most of the time feel strong and sort of relieved that H will be leaving. It boggles my mind that he is acting so loving and kind and NORMAL, as if he is leaving to go visit a relative or something on Wednesday, and wants to know all the details of my surgery and trip. It is very disconcerting in a way.

Thank you very much for your post uR. You always know the right thing to say to buck me up and get me back on track. I will not let H see that I am upset and that I will miss him. I will be calm and lovely and let him have a wonderful positive image of me as he leaves. You are right about worrying, all it accomplishes is wasting time and never ever can affect anything except our own stress levels and health. Thanks uR, thanks so much.

And uR, I read your first post exactly as you wanted it to read, that worrying has no affect on the outcome, my brain skipped the word not Isn't that strange?