Hello , I'm all over the place - desperate for any advice ! So H has hurt son again !!! He found txts between H and OW !! With her saying what she wanted to do to him etc !!! And other stuff he wouldn't tell me about ! If I confront H son might not tell me anything else and have no support. But I can't let him discover any more crap . And telling him not to look wont work ! So what to do ?
Feeling very low , self esteem in short supply ! Keep thinking that its all my fault that we are in this mess , even though I know it takes two people to make or break a relationship . So frustrated that I can't fix things . I am a fixer by nature ! Have fixed our marriage previously , but it seems too far gone. H is obsessed with OW . I can't compete . I'm everything that's bad and she is everything that's good ! It's been 7 months since he left, but emotionally he left way before. I feel that it's over , I can't do anything right . I crave some support from someone . And crave physical contact . I practically threw myself at someone i know , who had given me the come on , , but then he backed off !! Imagine how rejected I felt !! God do I miss having sex !!! Just feel so alone !
