Two Roads Diverged In a Yellow Wood... Part 2

[chasingpavements]

Here's a little update,

So for the most part things have been going good. H no longer seems to be in a depressed mood/state all the time. He appears to be much happier. We have been spending a lot more time together.

I've been helping him work in the basement putting up insulation. Yesterday he told me that once the drywall is all up he is going to take a break from working on the basement for a while. What??! We have all the items for him to keep working, but for some reason now he wants to take a break from working. Of course, I feel like, what is going on? Is this good or bad? Does it have anything to do with us? Things are so up in the air right now. Perhaps he really does want a break so he can spend more time with his family.

And of course he hasn't told me whether he wants to keep on with me, or separate I know these kind of things take time, but this is making me feel so anxious and upset. I am not very good at detaching or not thinking about everything all the time.