Turtle. I so understand about your worries with H. I have the same fears but it is a question of letting yourself trust a d opening yourself to the possibility of being hurt again.
Now as to cute D guy you know how I feel :))
But don't let this make the decision for you. My feeling is you are letting the chips fall so the decision is out of your hands. Because you do not know what to do yet. Am I off base??
