lovethehub~~thanks so much for the prayers. I really need them so much. H and I got into a huge argument yesterday and I really thought at one point H was going to try and hit me he was so enraged. Our son was standing beside me and this look came over H face as he was screaming at me and our son stepped in front of me. Son told him it was time for H to go because he was out of control.
The whole thing started because H has been very depressed and I asked him if he was feeling any better and he said you really want to know why? I didn't have a chance to answer before he tore into me. H is so tired of people being "so negative" about this relationship with JW..Did you really just say that to me...you know...your wife.
He then continued on that I was the worst one....he was completely serious. He went on for quite a while telling me all the people who were telling him she was just using him and she was really bad. When he was finished yelling I very calmly said well putting how I feel about the situation totally aside, what if these people are trying to get you to see how she really is?? That is when he went off like a crazy man.
Now the day before H was over helping me trim bushes. I am at my wits end. He is a different person every single day. I truly don't know what to do right now. I have yet to tell him everything the lawyer told me because he will go more crazy. I can honestly say though in the last week I have seen tiny glimpses of my old H.
Our 29th wedding anniversary is this month and just the thought of it makes me want to cry. I have been GALing like a crazy woman. Off to try and get some sleep. After all...tomorrow is another day. Have a peaceful night all.
