Quote: There's something inside of me that's thinking that if you put him on the spot for this right now, you're not going to get the "reaction" from him that you want. I know that you want to actually "hear the words" from him right now, and how discouraging it is NOT to hear them.
Part of me thinks this...that I should go based on his recent actions. It's LIKE he wants me to make the decision. He's encouraging me to not push the d! I mean this late in the game to exhibit these marked changes FOR HIM is BIG..why else would he do it?
Quote: ask yourself "Is what I am about to do going to bring me closer to these goals, or drive me farther away from them?"
Yet h absolutely hates being kept into the dark as to my movements regarding the d.
In the end, I'm just going to trust God that something will HAPPEN to facilitate a convo on the d.
To do something without his knowledge regarding something this big, seems deceitful. He'll hate me for being sneaky.
