Again, I know exactly how you feel. I know who I am when I'm not in a relationship, and while I know that person and like that person just fine, I'm pretty tired of that person and would rather grow into a person that is in a healthy, loving long-term relationship (preferably with my W). I am becoming increasingly aware that my time on this planet is finite. Not looking forward to the winter and the holiday season and the gloomy weather and the first anniversary of my dad's death...
