Figuring out the old and new life

[reachingHigher]

Then, Thursday night I discovered a couple of potentially disturbing things, that allowed my mind to worry about the worst. I came close to canceling my Saturday plans with buddy just so I could stay home and figure out how to fix everything!

Thankfully I didn't, and we had a good time at Veggie group pot luck/beach volleyball. I also did a bike ride on the lake front path and seen a lot of cool things. Best of all, when I got home 8 hours later, W and sitch were still there after all, exactly where I left 'em. Despite my fears, nothing had changed.

Lesson learned: DON'T FRET YOUR SITCH! It never helps. Instead, continue to live and enjoy your life. (which is what I've been doing)

This is so strong, FY! It shows the quality of internal work you have been doing. If the sitch goes too fast, it's a real disadvantage!

I think there is no end to the discovering of potentially disturbing things. Sometimes I'm not as good at letting them go so quickly now! And H ALWAYS notices b/c he actually cares about me now!

You are doing some fine work. And glad to hear W is calmer internally with these work changes. She knows she has a rock solid cheering section at home!

Keep going!