better to love or be loved?

[willbwell]

Hi Wonder, I have made copies of financial papers. I asked h to go ahead and split out a sole account(his name only) and give 1/2 to me. said it should be equal in value...not crappy stocks. H said unfortunate that I think he would do that..I replied whole sit is unfortunate. I asked h to let me know when he gets that done( really only a phone call to our(his) financial guy.)
H gets mad at me. I have started to notice that he makes comments to me but really behind is his guilt. ie. h said I'd use that $ with another man someday. I laughed and said you are one to talk! that $ will be for me and kids future.
I hate the games, the lies. Really am at a point that I wish I could say just leave us alone for a while. Won't do it though because of d15.