I had a fantastic and memorable vacation but now I am back home to face reality. While I was gone, my xh texted me daily making me feel like there was sincerity behind the words he said to me before i left. Now that I'm home, nothing! Maybe I'm overly anxious but I thought if he really was wanting to move forward, he would make plans to see me and so far nothing. Granted I've only been back for a little over 24 hours but the lack of contact now makes me feel like he's hiding again. There go my trust issues!!! As I told him, he has to make the effort so I refuse to initiate contact. It appears he is still scared and resisting. Whatever it is going on, I can't do the roller coaster again. I just want him to man up and be consistent or leave me alone for good. Is that asking too much right now?
