Thanks. It is super hard. Especially since she has made it that she doesn't know if she is interested in creating a safe environment for me.

She is open to letting things happen naturally. If felt inspired to contact, do so. If not - no pressure.

That is soo hard for me. It would make sense if we were two people without the history that we have.

But I've been hurt so bad. I'm not sure how to overlook that. I'm not sure if I am supposed to.

Time to get back to living my life. I have no control of if X decides to contact me, trust me, make movements towards me.

Enough stressing.. Pass the GAL.

M(f): 43
D'ed: 8/12

Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.

Love at all costs because you are loved well.