Harder and Harder......Part three

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Im embarrassed by my W current actions. I dedicated my life to her, have a beautiful D3.5 with her, and she is doing this now?

But at the same time I am alone.

My problem is I overthink everything and Im ashamed that people will think that if she left me to go with a refugee living off public assistance or a musician / associate professor at a local college..........how bad am I?

That is why im ashamed/ embarrassed