Personally, I think you need a life coach. Someone who you can relate to and model after in real life. I don't think a book is going to cut it with you. You need someone who can lead by example. There are many life coaches around. Joe Beam would be a good one for relationships but you're going to have to find one that you can follow.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
