holdingon,

Today I'm struggling to NOT go off on h. He said the weekend was good but I could not tell he was having a good time! He scowled the entire time! Or rolled his eyes. He's just so hard on me that my feelings are hurt. I want to yell at him.

I just feel as though I'm being treated so unfairly. I know, I know need to be patient, that my needs will be met eventually....especially since h now sees he's not been really trying.

It's so hard to wait and be loving and not even get a smile from him when I'm trying so hard!

Cindy