I will echo bug's and Kate's comments....

You seem to attach a lot of expectations to everything, and then you try to figure out "what does it mean?" Let all that go. Enjoy the time with her and let her lead for a bit. Stop trying to interpret everything....just go with it.

M:44 W:42
M:15
S:19, D:16, S:14, D:12, S:6
BD: 2/14/11
D Final: 6/25/13