About your friends, if they truly think what goes on with you and your W is normal, you do need to get new friends.
We sometimes choose friends because they won't challenge us or who will think our behavior is OK. I can't think of a single person in my life right now who wouldn't express concern over what you've described.
Maybe your first GAL is to work on finding some new friends. It's good that you're seeing an IC. Have you looked into any kind of recovery groups?
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
