Totally understand about the obsession to be here. Without the knowledge and support, we could all have turned into alien's ourselves. Thank goodness for it. You have experienced about one of the worst things in life and you needed reasurance and comfort. However, it can take over your thoughts and I also found myself craving to get back to check in on everyone many times throughout the day.
Lately I am just keeping up with the few close friends that I have made and giving support. Not talking so much about my sitch. I guess things have moved far enough along for me to be comfortable and secure in my R and that I don't need constant reassurance about what is going on. Our job prospects have improved and life is good after a long period of uncertainty.
Even so I will never forget what I have learned or take my M for granted again. I will always hope for the very best for everyone who is drawn here. There are real people behind the words that we read, there is so much sadness and hurt, but there is also hope.
TVS I'm glad things are looking up a little, I'm glad for your family time together. I hope it that you can continue to make those wonderful memories together. That is something your H will never have with FT.
