Haven't been around too much, just popping in here and there. Always thinking about you guys.
Things have been busy, which is good. One day goes into the next, and time seems to fly by.
Thanks B- mom, rH, FY, WH, UW, and Gal for stopping by and showing me some love. Like I always say, you guys are the best
There has been a lot going on lately. I'm taking the T^2 route and laying off the details. I'm still trying to process everything myself.
There are many small things (and some not so small) that make it seem as though H continues to inch his way towards me. Any one thing taken by itself would be no big deal... But I think that taken all together, they show some progress.
Unfortunately, ho bag still is around. Over it!
Someone had to take a leave of absence at work, and FT has been filling in. Sooo, I've had to see her everyday this week. She hasn't exactly given me the nicest of looks. Guess the "I'm so sorry for being such a bad friend" facade has worn off
H continues to not feel well, not sleep. Continues with the serious texting.
One positive thing I'd like to share that really warmed my heart ~
H came up to bed Saturday night and spent the night in bed. Sunday morning, the kids came charging in the room bright and early. They climbed into bed with us, and wanted to watch tv.
They climbed under the covers, and the four of us snuggled in bed watching tv. It was a first. To have our family together like that meant so much to me.
H seemed very happy and content
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
FY, you asked me about my break from the boards.
This place has truly been a lifesaver for me. I absolutely could not have made it this far without all the support and concern from the wonderful people here.
But, I found myself obsessing about being on here. I found myself reading and posting here instead of doing other things. Instead of reading a book before bed, I was here. Instead of going to bed early to catch up on sleep, I was here. There were even times instead of playing with my kids, I was here.
And that's not who I wanted to be or the direction I wanted to take.
I continue to mull things over in my mind. Still have the support of some very special people in my life. Still pushing ahead, clearing the path on my journey.
Not sure what's next on the horizon. But I am sure that I can do this - of course with a little help from my friends
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
